Now what?
Sigh, another gruelling day at the office has commenced... Well, not really. I kind of enjoy what I do (and what I actually do, I've just started to figure out), and the stress factor is so far more than manageable. Before I used to think that project management and planning was a load of BS, but I'm starting ot reconsider that position. And it suits me very well, a control freak as I am..
It's kind of strange, realising that now, I really am an adult. My comfortable (albeit poor and stressful) days of being a student are over, and everything in my life is depending on me, myself and no one else. What do I want to do? What Can I do? Where do I want to do it?
No wonder many people feel pressured and panicked having to face all of those questions at once. I have felt that stress too, especially when asking myself if the mining business really is my dream sector to work in (not really to be honest), but I have told myself to chill for a while, and not get too caught up in the ihavetoearn35kayearbythetimei'm26ori'mahugebigfatfailure hype which is very dominating in London's competitive profesisonal sphere.
'Chilla gumman, satt dig ner, jag fixar disken' (chill out babe, sit down, I'll do the dishes..), as my good friend K used to say back in the day when someone was stressed... Or 'gilla laget' (like the situation (?). Hmm, dodgy translation..), as my mom says when a situation is out of my control.
We all have the responsibility to make the decisions that shape our lives. But all in good time. We have to live a little in between making plans for the future, remember?
It's kind of strange, realising that now, I really am an adult. My comfortable (albeit poor and stressful) days of being a student are over, and everything in my life is depending on me, myself and no one else. What do I want to do? What Can I do? Where do I want to do it?
No wonder many people feel pressured and panicked having to face all of those questions at once. I have felt that stress too, especially when asking myself if the mining business really is my dream sector to work in (not really to be honest), but I have told myself to chill for a while, and not get too caught up in the ihavetoearn35kayearbythetimei'm26ori'mahugebigfatfailure hype which is very dominating in London's competitive profesisonal sphere.
'Chilla gumman, satt dig ner, jag fixar disken' (chill out babe, sit down, I'll do the dishes..), as my good friend K used to say back in the day when someone was stressed... Or 'gilla laget' (like the situation (?). Hmm, dodgy translation..), as my mom says when a situation is out of my control.
We all have the responsibility to make the decisions that shape our lives. But all in good time. We have to live a little in between making plans for the future, remember?
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